IN THE HOUSE AGAIN

As of late, I’ve caught on to how challenging writing has been, but I don’t mind it one bit. One time, I was getting words & thoughts written left & right. Now, you have to embrace a GREAT thought as it occurs. As of late, I’ve seen people go into the Eddie Long story. I, however, can’t speak much on this subject, because I really have minimal to no knowledge about it. What I do wanna talk about that has somewhat to do with it is related to picking & choosing what to talk about where. Now, sometimes, I know that we have a tendency to chime into certain topics. However, we don’t have the knowledge on the subject. Then, the biggest thing that I have caught on to is how the “truth serum” forces out the truth about certain things (or shuts me down if I don’t feel like delving into the subject). For me, it’s plain & simple…religion, politics, sex, & race are all murky waters to tread into. The reason this is true is because no matter what you say, you can’t make everyone happy when talking about them, or even worse, someone gives their personal opinion (which may seem valid from their point of view) & that’s when things get tough. I know I talk all this BOOM & LooseCannon blah blah blah, but it’s tough to talk about what you really wanna talk about without worrying about stepping on people’s toes. I know that everyone expects me to be myself & keep it real. Most of the time, I don’t mind doing so. The problem with that though, is when you are then working to explain something you feel has no explanation. I’ve left many blogs unfinished & uncertain & this is definitely one of ‘em. The reason why is because it’s just tough to say what I feel w/o there being judgement or…SCREW THAT

Look, I’m gonna type as fast as I can & say what I want to say in this statement you’re about to read…if you wanna speak to me on something, JUST SPEAK ON IT. Plain & simple. People are so worried about if they ask me what I’m doing or if it’s a bad time. There will ALWAYS be a bad time, but in spite of we make time for what we make time for. We are given 24 hours a day, & we still complain there not being enough time. Well, I’ll put it like this, if there were more hours added to a day, would we cherish those, or would we sleep them away like most people do now? Some thoughts & stories you get tired of hearing about. I don’t like killing people with my struggles & frustrations of finding an IT job, because that’s something I have to deal with. I was the one who said the things I said & did the things I did. There’s no way of changing or modifying any of that. Point blank…just come correct or don’t come @ all. There are a lot of things I’m being forced to face in my life between my family & my friends & the possibility of dating and/or settling, so my heaviest weight is being carried as of late, but I’m working to handle it like everything else in my life. Anyways, that’s that & the Mad Blogga is BACK…just b on the lookout FLATLINE. Peace

MB