Done with dating

Yes I’m done with dating. I’m done with it for good reasons. The reason why is because I’ve found someone worth the time. It’s a good investment in stock the way I see it. One thing I’ve learned in life is that the best way to get things handled or taken care of is by taking risks. It’s the only way to succeed. No one thinks of it this way, but that’s thway I’ve slowly grasped it. So far, life has been pretty smooth-sailing. I’ve made changes within myself. Flat-out, everyday lived consists of change, but the last few days, I made a decisions that was the best and most offerable offer (if that makes sense). I decided to get involved with Dale. I think she’s a little worried because she used the “l” word around me. I won’t tell you what it is, because it’s kinda self-explainatory. Anyways, I didn’t address it because she was at a level of discomfort when saying it, but these are the breaks. It feels different to NOT have played basketball in over a week. I think that I’m gonna have to do something on the court over the next week or so, because I’ve put my game in the hole and I haven’t even taken a jump shot let alone dribble a REAL basketball. Dribbling a little foam ball that’s currently stuck behind my sofa isn’t gonna do it for me. So far, I’ve learned one thing…everything I get, everyone else likes. I find it amazing because I get it all for me, but others fall head over for it (journal, speakers, alarm clock, sofa, etc). I could go on and on, but you all get the idea. The job has had a major impact on my life. I have a feeling that I need to get a better position that offers better pay and allows me to actually work. We’ll see what’s in store. In the meantime, however, thought I’d just put a little blog out there since I like to touch this one up at least once a week. As always, you know how BT rolls.

Not Your Average Entry

See, this is when a blog is necessary. For that matter, this is when being on a computer helps of some sort. The struggle of no PC during a 4-day workweek can make 36 hours of a week very challenging. Nearly 2 months in the game & finding other ways to outlet my strange & annoyed boredom. The good part is that sanity still exists in my body. A lot of people don’t get what makes blogs so exciting. At first, I had absolutely no understanding of it, but after doing about 3 of them & currently working on 2 of them at the same time (1 for public personal & the other for poetry). I have started to see what brings the uniqueness behind them. A blog is practically sharing your thoughts with the world & taking feedback exactly for what it is. The opinions of others can either be of major impact or mean absolutely nothing in the end. Earlier, I stated what’s known as a public personal. Now, the question that may come to mind is how a blog can be personal & public at the same time. I’m glad you asked. If you put all of yourself out there & share information that others shouldn’t know about, then this (public private) doesn’t apply. Nomrally, what I write is clear that the people it needs to reach can easily notice it & I have either talked to them about it or we are going to talk about it immediately afterward. Don’t worry, I’m not gonna write or talk about anyone today like I usually do. It won’t be new @ least. I’m mostly laid back about the entire process for real. I just hope that nothing I say gets misunderstood. Many times, that’s the biggest problem when either reading or writing someone’s blog or your own blog. Many times, it’s good to seriously proofread what you have written or none of the words you write will mean all that much in the end. One time, I constantly had to explain myself when writing my thoughts, & that can largely have to do with making some sense of what you say. The funniest thing was when I had an argument with someone thorugh a blog due to difficulty in meeting the party face to face. I’m talking like I’m in jail or on some court case, but I’ll always say that our actions impact our reactions. Lately, I’ve been a little hurt that I haven’t been letting my feelings be known towards others around me. Anyways, I’m gonna work to get more blogs out there like this. NOW LEAVE SOME FEEDBACK if you would like. Thank you for reading. Be on the lookout for what makes dating so challenging

Politics

There are a lot of things going on out there that have an impact on our daily lives. It’s confusion as to feeling whether we allow any of that stuff to have an impact on our daily lives. Today, I talked with someone about the gas prices and instead of cheering for a good thing, they wanted to thwart why in the world would gas prices decide to go down. It’s been a rocky ride the way you look at it. I mean, I can remember when the prices were practically reaching 3 dollars if higher, & they’re now down to practically about 2.30 per gallon. Anyways, that’s just one of those blogs I had to get out there. The sense behind it is probably slim to none, but just what I feel.

It’s funny when you don’t talk about it…

And you get it your way. That’s right I’m talking about MONEY. It’s the most annoying thing in the world, but without it, the lights in my apartment and the things in my place won’t still be up and running. I wouldn’t have anywhere to live for that matter. Things are quite lovely as always. I have no need of denying that, because I’ve got it all falling into place for me in a way you wouldn’t believe. I think that it all happens the way it does & the most important thing to do is be thankful. It’s easy to do, but you gotta wanna be hungry and thankful for what you get. This is gonna be a short entry, but I hope to get my thoughts back together soon.

Getting the Hang of this

I’ve put some blogs all over the place. There’s no telling where my words will show up next. I will say that it’s hard to sit down and try not to think. Today, I notice that there are times when I know that my dad was there, but I don’t think he was there when I needed him most. I mean, I can’t go back and relive my past or be regretful over it or whatever. I think the main task is to deal with it and move on. That’s the way of growing stronger. You have needs and are uncertain as to how to handle a lot. It’s funny because I talk more open with my mother about things that I just wouldn’t even talk about with any other female. I’ve noticed it where women are comfortable to tell men certain things that they wouldn’t even tell their family. There’s no telling who’s toes will be stepped on, but certain times, you practically don’t care. I I I I. All of these blogs and many of my thoughts come out in a selfish manner talking about I and what I’m trying to do. The reason it’s mostly that way is because even though I have family friends and all that, I’m all I’ve got. The resources and tools are there and readily available, but I don’t use them the way I really should, but I know why, & I can change that whenever I want. I just opt not to for the most part. Anyways, that’s mostly what’s spinning in my head more than anything. I’m gonna leave this published, but I’m gonna transfer it to the journal like BT always does. Keep focused and whatever you want, go after and don’t let another person stop you from it.

And so…

I write yet another group of words hoping that someone understands my pain or my struggle. There hasn’t really been all that much I’ve been going through. The challenge more than anything is trying to remember the right days of the week and months of the year. I know that it’s the the 24th, but I have to constantly remember that it’s just Thursday and tomorrow morning will be Friday. I’m a workaholic in the works that doesn’t conciously think about the hours and times that I have to work. It’s reason behind all of this and I know for a fact that everything will work the way it’s supposed to. I don’t have a lot of need or nerve to worry over that which I have no control over in the first place. There are times when you have things that you wana do and feel nd to be accomplished. Taht’s compicated when you think about it, but it’s something that you know must be done no matter what. This morning, I happened to hear from one of my friends over @ the hospital just to see how she was doing. That went well as always. She was telling me that there is something going on over @ one of the guys place & I guess that I’m invited. She just doesn’t understand why it was so complicated for me to be notified. Guess there are some constants that NEVER change. We all know that as being the case. It’s like that and that’s the way it is. I’ve been blogging for quite a while. I’m tryin’ to do right, but there’s no telling how it wil all go.

Tears Keep Rolling Down My Face

OK, I don’t really have tears coming down my face, but I’m getting pretty broken about many things and there has been running through my mind. The last few weeks have been interesting when it comes to reading and looking at the news on TV. I’ve started to notice that a lot of changes are slowly coming into my life. I’m dragging my feet in getting out of the house. That’s about to change though. What I’m going to do is write a few words here and possibly see what’s possible from getting up and out of this house. Keep your head up and I’ll try to do the same, because I know that the only way I can get anything going is by possibly leading by a small example. Take it light & I’m out.

And so the writing continues

I know that people are tired of checking for my blogs all over the place. I wish that I could get all of my blogging to fall into one blog altogether. I think that it may happen sooner than you all think. This may turn into my primary blog & I will probably let my thoughts flow here, because I feel that it will probably be much more organized than what I kept track of on my other blogs. I have been blogging all around the world. No two blogs anywhere close to the other. Today is Memorial Day of course, & I’m fortunate enough to work a few hours @ PFG. That’s nothing surprising or exciting I know, but I think that it’s time for me to take care of business in every way possible. I think this weekend was test & challenge weekend, because one of my friends bought by the Tablet PC (I’ll get to that) & a few things that Microsoft are pushing out to their clients.

MS OFFICE 2007 Beta
I thought that when I got this, it wouldn’t be worth it in the long run. I always see that whenever a new version of a software comes out, there are a few changes, but nothing major. I think that Office 2007 is very different. The only thing is that I’ve only seen Word. I haven’t even touched the other programs such as Excel, PowerPoint, Access, & things of that sort. They’re going to be projects that I’ll be working to get to know soon enough. I think that 2003 is going pretty strong. As we all know, however, they try their best to outdo themselves in a lot of various programs that are out there.

I’ll probably sit here & write more @ another time, but it wont’ be right now. I just dont’ have it in me. Take it easy & I’ll try to return to give my personal reviews as time goes along.

My writing wants to expand

As you all can tell, I haven’t written here in a while. This was where the blogging all started. I didn’t think it would be as successful as it was, but now I’ve fallen into Yahoo’s 360 version of blogging. It makes it challenging to NOT blog here. The URL for the blog is http://360.yahoo.com/itsmy06. I have to be reminded each & every single day that this is my year. I mean, it’s everyone’s year, because they’ve lived it, but I feel like it’s mine more than anyone else’s based on the way pieces have fallen into place. Now, I’m gonna leave a blog for me, but I think that I wanted to check this place out to read other blogs. I’ll probably put one in my 360 blog, so check it out if you haven’t already.

Bolt – [http://www.bolt.com] – Journals

Bolt – [http://www.bolt.com] – Journals

I just wish that they would hurry up & get the journal on Bolt, because I need somewhere to vent & get it heard.

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